she is what I will never be
Thursday, May 19, 2011
disgusting
I am vile. I am cheap. I am disgusting. I just finished purging. Felt a lot of the margarita from earlier and saw some of the chicken I ate... so thats good. I could have purged harder. I might purge again. There is still food to eat so yeah I will most def be purging later. I hate myself. I am watching How to Be a Serial Killer.... Gubler is in it. And it is hilarious... ridiculous and hilarious...I am sad sick and pathetic. Michelle is right... I don't want her to be but... Gubler does look just like Sam... I am going to kill myself. I wish I could go to LA. I wish I was strong. I hate myself. Gonna finish my binge/purge and then I am going to take an ambien. I hope I die. I won't.
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Hi beautiful.
You make my heartbreak because i am/was you. I know Mia owns you now, but none of what you say about yourself is true. <3 Love and compassion, a random stranger
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