I just transferred all my photos of Sam from my blackberry to my laptop in case one of my jackass friends deletes all my pictures in trying to "help" me. I had a dream about him last night. He had taken a lot of drugs (which would never happen because he isn't into that crap) and somehow I found out and I went to check on him and he asked me to put on some perfume so he could be with me the way he remembered me. I was about to get up to go put some on when he told me to wait. And then he started kissing me. My dreams are a cruel joke.
This life doesn't even feel like mine. I hate waking up now because I wake up to a world without him. I wake up in a world where he is okay without me. He is just fine.
I'm gonna watch Factory Girl. The best thinspo movie of all time. I highly recommend buying it from amazon. You won't want to eat after ... maybe you'll wanna smoke a cigarette haha anyway. Today's thinspo.
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