fasting

I ALWAYS feel like binging big time before a long fast! Tomorrow I  will be fasting for 30 hours. It will start at1am tonight and end  11am on Saturday...so technically its like a 35 hr fast. Only liquid. Has to stay under 200 cals! I wanna meet the guy the chemicals, I want a boy so drunk  he doesn't talk... BrightEyes quotes.... ughhh ambien is kicking in before I could feast!