Listening to: The Weeeknd Starboy
I think I just realized... I might be a psychopath... or a sociopath. I mean... maybe... I don't care about myself one bit... but I know how to make people care about me... and I feel myself repeating patterns that cause people to stick around. Maybe just learned behavior from being a little one? I'm not sure. A forced behavior learned from being in an abusive relationship? Maybe. I don't know. I do know I don't like this feeling. Thinking about deleting this blog. *shrug* we shall see.
