might might

i might delete this fucking account because i can update my email address. what the fuck kind of stupid fucking website won't let you update your primary email address? this is the dumbest fucking thing i have ever encountered and i am so livid i want to delete this whole goddamned account.

about her...

Call it over-confident, hell, it's fine by me, but there is definitely something about me. Perhaps, it is the lure that I set: disinterested, and unattainable... Sure with a body like this, who would want me? Well, lucky for me, I got this pretty face and being fat has given me the opportunity to form intelligence, personality and interests other than myself. And whatever I've done... well, I guess I've done it well because even the ones who are out of my league (but exactly my type) eventually have the thought of me cross their mind... I'm not too sure how exactly I do it... I couldn't write a book about it... but I definitely know when I'm laying the ground work. I know when I'm sending off the right pheromones that make his ears perk up. I can't wait till I have the body I want... I would be... unstoppable?

water fast

So I've decided to water fast for as long as I can using distilled water, because I have read that it is best to use this type of water. And it's cheap - like 82 cents a gallon. Now, in order to save myself from a binge I navigated my way to the film, Food Inc., in my netflix queue... and I seriously have gagged, dry-heaved, and have recommitted my life to be vegetarian, and this water fast is making me feel like I am really on the right path. Seriously. If you feel yourself about to binge on anything that contains meat, or HFCS, give this little doc a view. You'll thank me later. Did I mention that I am only 22 minutes in?! Yikes. Food is truly truly disgusting.

lost!!

I lost 4lbs! Which sucks bc that's nothing but I also lost 5in in my hips and 2 in my waist! Eeps! Very excited!! I saw a thinspo pic while surfing FGG and loved it!

So I've decided to start posting photos of my food intake! Now, I didn't take photos of my food today, but I found online photos of everything I ate. I kind of pigged out after my workout. I hate that I did it :/ but I needed protein for my workout so I started out w cottage cheese and salsa and then ate more. *sigh* all done eating for today though!!! 

cottage cheese and salsa

hummus + veggies

cascade trail mix

THE SCALE

I weigh-in tomorrow. Scared as hell. Gonna get a two-hour in before I weigh-in though. Cycled twice today. Once for an hr and then again after work for 1 hr 1/2. Will it be enough? God I hope so!!!! :-/ I will update as soon as I weigh-in! A lil thinspo to get us thru the night!!!