So I did HCG drops and they worked. And then I got fat again. My knee injury really fucked me up. I have been gaining weight. I hate myself. The depression creeped back in a few days ago and it got me a little angry ... like I'm pissed that I feel this way... I just want it to stop. Also... I can't stop eating like a cow... reverse thinspo is absolutely necessary. Still have a fantastic and beautiful boyfriend... I don't know how I am conning him into loving me but I'm glad he does... he's all I got right now.
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| alone |
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| me and my bf |
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| me and my bf x 2 |
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