denialustin

So. Fat. Ugly. Practically a new virgin. Almost positive that  Beth betrayed me. Been c o m p l e t e l y infatuated with this guy, let's call him, Chase, since I moved here.  Nearly in love w this guy. Quietly and painfully. Beth had a secret and drunken conversation w him. *blows brains across the wall* Grrrrreat. ALSO! I took my ativan at 3.45am. its now 3.53am so we will see how this goes. real drug or fakies. FML. time for a new state? IDK? we'll see. fat, ugly. all the men always want my friends and not me. :( soml. fml. im gonna pass out now. didn't eat tho! thank god! hatehate hate myself.