still

Still fat.  Still friendless. Moving here feels more and more like a mistake every day. My roommate told me to look up hotspots in the town or in the big city nearby. Just might. I need friends. Having a job hasn't made anyone want to get to know me. Fuck. I'm lonely. I think if I was thinner I'd attract more people. Everyone in this fucking town is so fit and thin. It's annoying. Found a new thinspo woman. She's beautiful. Actress. Amy Acker is her name. I love her.