new life

I worked out for an hour today. I'm gonna shoot for two tomorrow. Maybe sauna time... actually no. Too fat. Men use the same workout facilities/sauna room since it's a community gym area for the whole complex. Maybe by the end of the March. I am trying to workout every day starting today. Sticking to at least an hr of cardio each day. As soon as I  pay rent I will be buying my calorie free essentials. Just things to make it easier. I am also going to buy a dresser and book shelf. I will be completely unpacked. Feel more human. More settled.  My goal is to be 25-30lbs lighter by June. I visit home in June and I want to look fit and healthy. I will  still be fat but, it's a start. Working out felt good. I can't wait to pay rent so that I will be able to buy healthy food as well. *sigh* I'm feeling sleepy.