I have been dealing with the fact that even my "best friend" will and has failed me and will continue to do so. I can only trust God. Which he is clearly demonstrating over and over again. I'm so glad I am moving away from this stupid place. I will miss my mother terribly and I wish I could take her with me, but that's not an option. I wish I could take my little brother too, but he doesn't belong to me. It's gonna be rough not having them around... but it is a sacrifice I am willing to make.
Fuck this city and everyone in it.
I consumed roughly 600 cals today. Way too many. I am making cabbage soup tomorrow. I did work out for an hour and a half. I'm shooting for two tomorrow. Focus on abs. And cardio. I've gotten really out of shape. Fuck everyone else. I can control me. I can trust me. And I will.
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