Constant Knot - City and Colour
I just purged for the first time in over a month. I feel so much better. I feel like I'm getting myself back... if that makes any sense. I'm a bit scared though, because I am not on my meds any more. I am done with bread. Being Pescatarian, has been relatively easy, but I need to give up bread and fried foods. The weight will fall off I am sure... I just need to get rid of those two things. AND cut back on cheese. Guh, purging cheese is the absolute worst. Smells. Horrid. Worst to think of that staying in my body. Gross! I am waking up at sixish tomorrow and I am gonna workout. I have to meet with my group early in the morning... kind of. Can't explain detail as it might give away too much about me and my identity. My worthless step sister and the idiot psycho she let knock her up are going to be moving in. Awesome. I need to move out by the end of this month. I will probably move out with Hannah. I know. I'm really asking for it. Hooked up with Jake. I don't want to go into detail, for his anonymity's sake. Fun though. Ready for sleep now.
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