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My last liquid fast was last week, according to my new thinspo journal. I lost my old one so I swung by Target and bought up some fitness/gossip/fashion mags, a journal, cheap markers, tape and scissors and started a new thinspo journal. Anyhow, I totally rocked my liquid fast. I fucking failed today. I think I NEED to incorporate green tea in order to see it thru. I'm going to try again on Thursday. At least  I worked in a good sweat today. I will be hitting up the gym on my next two days off :D I visit home in three months. I need to shed like 30lbs to feel "okay" about my body. Next week I start a super intense detox. "The Detox" as I have come to know it. No alcohol. No sugar. No bread. No meat other than fish. Veggies, fruits and fish!! I will be sexy when I visit home.... if it fucking kills me. I'm off to smoke a delicious ciggarette and to watch Factory Girl <3 I will be lean!